Lessons from my failed startup

I stumbled into founding a company, and perhaps this is why my mistakes seem like “DUH” ones to others, but it’s also why I was willing to take risks more seasoned entrepreneurs or business people were too scared to take.

Editor’s Note: You may remember that back in April we published an interview with entrepreneur Brianne Garcia. At the time, Garcia was a fellow at the Tow-Knight Center for Entrepreneurial Journalism and working full time on her startup Parceld. Since we last heard from her, Brianne has graduated, won some funding, worked on Parceld, started to raise money, overcome innumerable hurdles, and finally, decided to close Parceld down. In this blog post, Brianne shares with us her lessons learned.

When we entrepreneurs decide to start a company, we know that more things can go “wrong” than can go “right.” We understand this, and yet we believe that we have what it takes to put “a ding in the universe”, as Steve Jobs once said. Startups are so “cool” right now that it’s easy to forget how terribly naive, blindly optimistic and delusional startup founders have to be to think their company will succeed over others, especially over others with similar ideas in the same market.

I stumbled into founding a company, and perhaps this is why my mistakes seem like “DUH” ones to others, but it’s also why I was willing to take risks more seasoned entrepreneurs or business people were too scared to take.

At this time last year, I had never stepped foot in the tech community in New York. To say it was foreign territory would imply that I even knew it existed. Instead, I was fully engrossed in finishing my last semester of journalism graduate school, and was anxious about where I’d work upon graduation.

I had always been interested in online communities, and had hoped that I might be able to merge that interest with my lifelong obsession with fashion. Even though I wasn’t part of the tech community in the way I am now, I had always been an early adopter of shopping and social sharing sites. I hopped on Polyvore, Svpply, Pinterest and Tumblr very early in each of their respective lives, and that’s where the idea for Parceld crept into mind.

As an avid user of these sites, I noticed gaps in the process of being inspired and being able to actually DO something with this inspiration (namely, buy).

My company, Parceld, would solve the problem discovery sites create: the desire to purchase a specific style or trend (since a bunch of images aren’t actionable or affordable). Parceld would let women tag photos to say “here’s what I like about this look. Show me something like this”, and we’d surface a pool of suggestions, sourced from some key major brands as well as emerging brands and retailers.

When I graduated, I had a choice: go get a job at a media company, or try to make Parceld a business.

I chose the latter, and am so glad I did. Even if, after 7 months of dedicating myself body, mind, and spirit to the effort, I have now shut Parceld down.

Two months ago, I stood at another crossroads: I had run out of funding, my technical co-founder had quit and pulled the code out from under me, I was out of savings and student loan payments were taunting me from around the corner.

My gracious network of friends and advisors gave me advice that ranged from “keep on keeping on” to “go find a job, NOW.” One person told me to try bartending while I figured out next step.

I was pointed in the direction of this farewell-of-sorts blog post from Buyosphere founder Tara Hunt, who recently decided to take a position elsewhere, and discontinue a 100% focus/dedication to her own company. Her biggest lesson: “it DOES take money to build stuff. And time. And those who have a large supply of both have more runway to make several mistakes on the road to über success.”

Most of us don’t have big wads of cash and time to burn, so we have one shot and then we have to figure out how to pay the rent and feed ourselves. Those who achieve success in that one shot are just as lucky as they are admirable. And those who don’t hit it big on the first try, but have the time and money to figure stuff out, are extremely privileged.

Though it’s natural to make mistakes, it’s also worth reflecting on those mistakes in order to do better in the next go-around. I made mistakes, BIG ones, that directly contributed to Parceld failing.

With that in mind, here are my top 3 lessons learned:


Obviously, this is stressed and discussed every which way we turn on the internet, and for good reason. But this is probably the #1 “complaint” I had while building Parceld: I felt helpless in some ways because I couldn’t actually code.

In retrospect, I see that you don’t have to become your own CTO, but knowing what’s going on under the hood can save you tears, money and time.  My team and I started using Dropbox before switching to Github, and it was too late for some of the code. If you’re a founder, you probably HATE feeling helpless, and when I went to visit the alpha product and it wasn’t there, I broke down. Feeling helpless sucks.

The second I get some dough in the bank, I’m taking some courses beyond my Codeacademy online sessions, which are fun, but not really very actionable.


No one likes someone who is too aggressive, but looking back, my idea of “too aggressive” could probably fit very nicely into the “persistent” bucket, which, quite frankly, is not enough when raising money. My father told me that, especially as a woman, to never be afraid to ask for what I want or to remind others of their commitments. People these days are busy, forgetful and over-scheduled; it’s quite possible my three emails each got buried, so a fourth or fifth email (not daily, though; maybe weekly) would have served me well. I’ll never know.


Sure, I asked for money from my family and help from a few friends, but there are plenty of strangers I could have tapped into that could have added immense value to either the product, my time management, or other major aspects of my biz. I say “could have” because I’ll never know. Ask for help when you need it, accomplish more. Easier said than done, I know. But always worth a try.

So what’s next for me? The truth is: I’m still figuring it out. All I know is this: hustle never dies, it just changes shape.

Brianne Garcia is a writer, fashion lover, and general hardcore hustler. Follow along with her exploits on her blog and twitter. Her personal motto is: Always be hustling. Always be learning. Always be sharing. Always be curious.


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  1. Brianne, I like the fact that you stuck out to say you failed, and made a mistake… what’s more is you’re learning from it. But just curious, what did you learn from your funding experience? Afterall, was it not because of lack of funds that you had to close shop?

    It’s sad to see many entrepreneurs start late in the capital raising process. It’s a full time job, yes. But at least you should dig your well before its dry. Hoping sites like EQUITY.IO will help in finding investors, in any geography, sector and investment stage. http://equity.io (sorry for the shameless plug!, but hoping others will find it useful… along with your comments!)

  2. scichelli Replied

    Thanks for sharing your story and your insights. If I may, I’d like to suggest that what you needed more than a knowledge of how to code, was a knowledge of version control and deployment. It wasn’t “if” blocks and “for” loops that left you stranded without a demo-able alpha product; it was source control, automated build, continuous integration, and continuous deployment (or the lack thereof). In the interest of using your time most effectively, I recommend ramping up on _those_ topics, which are software ownership topics, rather than software development topics, first. (Wikipedia is a surprisingly good place to start.) To run a business, you don’t need to know how the bits work half so much as you need to know where the bits are and how to get them, set them up, and run them.

  3. Nick Replied

    Hi Brianne!! Why it wasn’t possible to move your code to GitHub? Why is Dropbox bad?
    “My team and I started using Dropbox before switching to Github, and it was too late for some of the code.” Thanks for this great article!

    • Adda Replied

      Hi Nick,

      Wanted to respond to this one. The reason why you want to use Github for code is that it’s very specifically designed to version & keep track of code. Specifically, Github keeps minute track of every single change in code and allows you to roll back to older versions if need be.

      So let’s say disaster strikes, and your developer wants to delete all the code? Well, as long as you have not given this person admin access (which you shouldn’t!), even if they delete all the code and commit that change, you will be able to go back to the version right before they deleted everything and all will be well.

      On the other hand, should someone delete a folder from Dropbox, that’s it :-/ code is gone. I think there might be some recourse, but in general, it’s much more difficult.

      Hope that helps!

      • Nick Replied

        Ok–I understand some people deleted their code in the dropbox folder–argh awful. yes Github could prevent that and is really a better tool for versioning … a workaround for versioning with Dropbox (although it’s not made for that) could be to copy paste the files every day to a regular hard drive directory. but I guess that’s really just a workaround and we should all use github :)

      • Nick Replied

        I haven’t used github yet. I wanted to use it for a website recently and then I realized we needed to install git first (in order to use github), so we went with the easy option of dropbox instead, for sharing and collaborating on different files. but I should go back to this and learn how git works soon.

      • vickytnz Replied

        If you’re on a paid account, you can show and restore deleted files and even track back into different versions (I’ve done this on group accounts when someone has accidentally nuked a file), but yes, it does have a bit more potential for disaster!

  4. bbdoodles Replied

    “I’m taking some courses beyond my Codeacademy online sessions, which are fun, but not really very actionable.”

    This is exactly how I feel about almost all online coding classes. Especially since I have very solid understanding of basic HTML and used to code sites entirely by hand when I was younger and had the free time to do it, like you mentioned. Except I want to know how to do the fancy stuff. And I feel like before I even start thinking about any of my ideas seriously I *must* move from an understanding of code to proficiency in code.

  5. Rachel Replied

    Failure stings, and it’s hard. But it’s infinitely more interesting, and contains much more wisdom, than success. Thanks for sharing your story, Brianne. Love your idea … maybe it will have a second life in the future. Regardless, wherever you end up, you will do well.

    • briannegarcia Replied

      Thank you, Rachel! I agree that failure is infinitely more interesting. Having gone through that, I feel more unstoppable and more willing to take on almost anything. I could not have said the same pre-startup or pre-failure. Onward and upward, and lots of dips in between.

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